She ain't skinny...

"It's raining, it's pouring.
My love life is boring me to tears..... after all these years" (true story!)

I love it that MK learned the Donna part to that song.. Enough is Enough.. It's ENOUGH!!! Someday we're gonna perform...

It really is raining.. pouring... and now it stopped.

RAP (rich asian playboy) is seriously freaking me out.. I can just see him doing something retarded like showing up at the airport when I land... trying to explain this to my parents would be interesting... The stupid thing is that I knew the guy for 3 hours, 3 daylight hours, 3 hours where my friend and his friends all were. And the even stupider thing is that if I was into these kind of guys... I would have totally picked his friend instead. How wicked awesome is this???

Today he says: "I think you're really hot. I mean sometimes you sweat but I think its because you are so hot." What??? Who says stuff like that??? Of course I was sweating... I was in Ko Samui, over-sunned and drinking coffee in an un-airconditioned cafe'.. show me someone who wouldn't be!

I got my contract for next year.. now the question is whether or not to sign the darn thing. At least I got one though.. always nice to know I'm wanted back. Supposed to sign it by December 15th.. last day of classes... day before I leave. Hmmm..... I think I'm experiencing a mild fear of commitment.

I also booked my actual seats on the flight.. I mean seat.. I get a window, MK gets an aisle.. and 26 hours later... we'll be in Canada! I'm trying not to think about the flight... the long long flight...

I just bought this huge brownie for charity! Can't say I don't have a heart. CF and I just ate some... it was good.. but reminds me that yet again, am not the waif I wanted to be when I stepped off the plane this time. So just to let you fine Canadian folks know... no Jess did not get skinnier... she tried.. she really did... but to no avail.. blame gin, blame rye, blame indian, blame rice, blame lonely nights, blame slow metabolism, blame laziness... blame something.. but she ain't smaller... *sigh, weep, tear*

Just letting you know cause I know whenever I know people are coming back from far away lands.. I always wonder if they'll be skinner and that's one of the first things I'll comment on. I did this to myself...

Ok well one final weekend in this land.. and then I'm off... in the air.. on my way back to the Home and Native Land.